What is reality?

In the beginning...

2003
Journal
Journal #2
Stupid Random Amanda Stuff
Zee Famous Verks ov Dimanche
In Memory of Joey Binder
Joey Binder con't...
Moi
Artsy Things
Washington State Schools' Links
Crazy Insane Bitch
Stats and Contact Info
Thoughts from a fucked up mind...
Links to things I like...
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The year was 1980.  A young girl from Spokane,WA found out she was pregnant and her parents pushed her into marriage.  She found herself in a trailer being married by way of the presiding minister, Father Bob.  (If that isn't a sign for disaster, I hate to see what is.)  That following August 13, she gave birth to a baby girl.  So that was my beginning.  I decided to start where I did as the true beginning makes me cringe and vomit profusely.  :)  I spent the majority of my life in the Spokane, Valley.  If you have never been there, don't plan a trip there anytime soon.  The summers are too hot and the winters are too cold.  There is nothing to do past 10 PM- fuck that- 9 PM.  Spokane is a waste of your time.  But I still call it my homeland.  This is where I leak out a few tears of pride.  I graduated from East Valley High School in 1999 with fairly decent grades.  From there, I lived in Clarkston,WA, Sumner,WA, Kent,WA, and Seattle,WA.  I have never lived outside of Washington.  That will change, oh yes, it will change.  The basics of me can be found throughout this damned site.  Sometimes the spelling isn't right on.  But this is my own...

MY FAMILY:
 
Mom: Trish
Dad: Danny
Step-Dad: Frank (RIP)
Step-Mom: Marcie
Brothers: Jeffery, Christopher, William, Cameron
Sister: Jenny
 
ANIMALS:
 
Dogs: Dat & OD
Cats: Georgie, Baby, Precious
Fish: BizzyD & the mysterious Un-Named betta
Spider: Bill (he lives outside and I won't let anyone kill him.  He looks like a
                    Shroom.)



an ode to the female mind


i want to laugh
i want to cry
i want to live
i want to die
i feel weak
i feel strong
i know i'm right
i know i'm wrong
i am crazy
i am mad
i am happy
i am sad
i want to be alone
i want you to stay
i want to hang around
i want to get away
i have been truthful
i have lied
i feel ashamed
i am full of pride
i want to take a walk
i want to go for a run
i want to keep writing
but i think this poem is done...


Symbol: the Lion
Ruling Planet: the Sun
Ruling House: Fifth House
Element: Fire
Quality: Fixed
Body Parts: heart, back
Keyword: PLEASURE
Date with destiny: Aries, Sagittarius
Run for the hills: Taurus, Scorpio
Where you glow: center stage
What makes you tick: leading
Fitness forecast: Tae-Bo
Play date: attending a movie premier
Perfect jobs: actor, cruise ship host
Best accessory: hairbrush
A sure thing: basking in the glow
Destination: Singapore
Pleasure: daydreams, generosity, courage
Pain: keeping up appearances, losing, being bossed around
What's my line? There's no business like show business.